I'm a rat in a maze
i'm headed in the wrong the direction
if societies the cure
well then i'm the infection
when i was younger i tried hard to a find a place within it`s structure
but the more that i tried
the more i fuckin suffered
its so hard, its so hard, so fucking hard to live this life
my gun is fuckin loaded and i'm begining to see the light
i knew all along that it was wrong, when you told me it was right
all these fuckin' rules and regulations hold me down
i open up my mouth to scream, but no one hears a sound
cause they're too busy buying up
everything thats been selling
that's why i chose to live
a fuckin' lifestyle of rebellion
its so hard, its so hard, so fucking hard to live this life
my gun is fuckin loaded and i'm begining to see the light
i knew all along that it was wrong, when you told me it was right

-Aganinst All Authority- life styles of rebelion!!

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hmmm....well...lately...well summer just hanging out with min jason and oscar everyday, and just this week we started a band , Roman SKAndals (courtesy of min) well yeah were gonna play skaPUNK like against all authority and our biggest insperation...OPERATION IVY. well yeah its only been a week but we got 6 covers down, pretty good i guess  i guess the hardest cover weve done so far is "bombshell" we watn a permanent singer and some chick to sing some songs with us like if a chick sang bombshell or ruby soho oh man thatd be rad ass, oh but iono were a skaPUNK band and well yeah we cover anything in rock except for emo, but we do have one exseption...saves the day, oh man its just so fun to play fucking bassist is rad ass guitarist kicks ass and drummer is pretty fucking awesome we could car eless for vocals seeing as we have none but i guess me singing rock and the std covers and jason singin the punk is arite for now, hey man any guys or girls out tehre willing to join or just untill we stop doing covers please join we'll be the only skaPUNK band in san diego, that i kno of, or in that case the only NON emo band hahaha well yeah we'll prolly cover for a year as bands always should do before making your own songs so that your set you guys can all lock in with eachother and well in emo i guess its easy cuz bass just folows guitar(most often) and drums follows base or guitar so really its a backstreet boy voice , lyrics about how you fell inlove with your girl friend but she left u last summer and a guitar, and well uve got your self an emo band and well in punk bands every instrument locked in with one another but is doing something different u kno? so its harder to be a punk or rock band u know but i guess you'll be a better musician in teh long run, i guess the only muscians i see going some where like actually progressing is jesse , well i mean out of all the emo boys, cuz well emo songs arent exactly the hardest songs to play on guitar so there will be a  point were u wont progress,hmm...well today i just hung out with oscar josh nelson and my bestest friend cy, oh man dane cook had us laughing hes so funny on comedy central presents" i wanna be a snake" hes so funny well yeah later

-Roman SKAndals

ohyeah fuck omar and darrels band u guys blow...roberto's coo hes my hemmiE! FUCK U CUNTS!

The situation was tricky, I was feeling so down
The bass and the drums, the music so loud
She asked me if I would stand by her side
Like glue that I would till the end of the night

She's automatic, so automatic
The way that she moves, the way that she moves
She's automatic, so automatic
The way she moves

My head was spinnin' a million miles an hour
The chance I was takin', I get anxious around her
She put her head on my shoulder, I started to hold her
Swingin' and swayin' the morning began
-RANCID,shes automatic.

and i adore her.

music:operation ivy-knowledge

well over the past couple of days....hmm...starting from thursday...jason came over he came to my house straight after school he came to the door with his shirt off as if he had some sort of body ahhaha pussy haha, then we just watched some operation ivy live videos jesse miceals (vocals) has the siiickest skank! haha man matt freeman is pretty quick for a fat fucker on bass. then after we were done jerking eachother off we went to oscars then we had an orgy and raped britany and shawn hahahaha then we just watched the box man video there and i was making marc play some old school songs he hasnt played in a long as time like songs from operation ivy and minor threat, then carinn touched oscars sex toy hahaha witch is actually a regular toy but uses it for his own sick pleasure hahaha one of those rubby things that has like water inside and u could like stick your hand in it , in his case his who who dilly,then after that carinn and brit went home and we planned to go the movies, then me and jason left boxmans house and went to jasons and we just chilled tehre and i was talkn to his aunt who by teh way thinks im cool and handsome!8) haha she told me all this emberassing shit about jason hahahaha she told him to get his hair cut like mines , then after that we went to teh movies, Min,Marc,and Boxman were already there jason rode with me and then we waited for carinns white ass to come she took forever, then scott couldnt come so i called him and told him to come and i would pay for his ticket and i would wait out side for him and boxman and carinn 8-] waited with me and then scott came i got his ticket it was no biggy cuz carinn payed for mines cuz i didnt let her get me a present but she said i had to let her pay for my tickets, fair enough, but im doing the same for yers nigger! then iono after the movies me min boxman marc and jason went to eat at carls jr haha " aaron: ey were my fries? i only got my drink and burger ive been waiting for like 30 minutes!?!"  " lady: u didnt order fries" " min: why would he order just a burger and soem fries?" "marc: yeah thats like buying one shoe and 2 shoe laces!" HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA aww man we were cracking up so bad taht day then we just went home jasons dad picked us up, tehn saturday was so fun man , me ,min,boxman,jason,carinn,monika and christy went to del mar fair, carinn got me and min in for free thanx 8P and then yeah it was fun we HAD to see nfg unfortunatly haha jason went in to the most pit and he didnt even like them! hhahh! man that shit was so funny then yeah we were fucking around haha min stole some sugar like a big ass thing of sugar from one of the stands hahahahahaha then we were fucking around with that the whole day hahaha then we met thsi one guy he was all " ey man operation ivy fucking rules" haha he was so fucking drunk man hahaha he was cool he was like 23 or sumtin he was all flicking of nfg! hahaha man me him min and jason and boxman were fucking shouting " U SUCK!!" hhaha then min goes " i had more fun on the car ride here" HAHHAHAHAHHA!! mins a funny as nigger hahahaha then nfg goes " whose is it the first time seeing us"  " min: (shouts) and last" hahahahahahaha fucking min haha after the nfg show we all went to the rides and shit it was so fun on the big one that goes in circles me and min stayed on haha for free haha we dditn get off haha then we through our shoes off and starting skanking like crazy!! hahaha it was so funNY! hahaha then after that me and monika rode atleast 10 out of the 11 rides haha iono i think we only missed 1 ride and just me and her cuz everyone else was a pussy, but i convinced carinn to go on that crazy ass one and she held my hand cuz it made her feel comftorable 8) i think thats cool she squizes so tighT! she was so scared, man when me and monika whent on that ride that does full  upside down circles man it was the SHIT! it was the best one it was fucking crazy were like in thin air looking down at the woRLD! man me and monika are crazy ass thrill seekerS!! me and mon are gonna ride EVERY ride at six flags this summer!!! fuck yes!!! -aaron peace out!

carinns automatic, but i like em manual! hehe jk hahha

emo bands on my good bands list:(in order of how good they are)

saves the day
get up kids
finch.